To my Wonderful Perfect Husband Noddy (John Martin) I hope with all my heart that you get to read this letter somehow. It doesn't matter what has happened, I want you to know that the love we have for each other is more special than anything, and I need you to know that I love you more now than I have ever loved you and I will always love you, no matter what, forever.

I want you to come home so that I can hold you in my arms and make everything fine. Whatever was making you unhappy can be changed, and we can follow our dreams together.

More than anything in the world I need to know that you are OK, or even just alive. I am so scared. Please can you make some contact. If you are worried about coming home because of the media attention, don't be. Everyone has gone home now and just your family are here waiting for you.

You can phone me and I will pick you up from anywhere. You can also go on any computer, even an Internet café, and go on www.aol.com and sign in on your aol account. I have been sending you e-mails every day.

You can ring Streamline Taxis (023 8022 3355) and they will send a taxi for you anywhere, anytime. You can walk into any police station in the country and tell them who you are and they will ensure you get home safely. You can also phone the 0845 045 4545 police number and give them your details. You can come home and hide from the world and I will take care of everything.

Just please, please know how sorry I am for saying that I was leaving. I only went to a friend's for a coffee. I didn't mean I was really leaving you. I love you more than life itself and I could not imagine having my life without you. I am half, you are half. My half is no good without you, it is worthless and full of sadness.

"We have always known how we felt about each other, right from the very start and I know that you haven't changed your mind. I am wearing your wedding ring that you were so proud of round my neck all the time, keeping its safe in the hope that you will want to come back and wear it.

If you only knew how much you are cared for and loved by everyone. The support to find you has been fantastic and full of warmth sand caring. We are going to set free over 100 red balloons into the sky, each with a message for you. These balloons are a token of my love for you.

PLEASE PLEASE come home my darling husband Noddy.

All my love, forever and ever.

Corin.

1:06pm Friday 14th March 2008

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