HOLDEN BRENDA I miss you so much my lovely Mum. I will never understand why you were taken away from me. It has been the worst three years of my life, but I know you are constantly by my side to get me through another day. I take great comfort from our special place, I feel so at peace there because I know you are there with me, but then other times when I think life is so unfair and I have cried so much I often want to be there with you, but I know deep down you would not want that, and would want me to be happy and get on. I have the boys and they have kept me strong and certainly on my toes. You are always in my heart and in my thoughts. Your everloving daughter Susan.